haix..u will never noe how much i scare to lose u now..

i lost my confidence .. i am scare .. i drop tears but u will never know ..

i veri happi tt u did make the effort to come fetch me after my sch.. thx but this kind of situation can last how long? another few weeks or few months...

time really make someone to change.. i changed and u too...

once waken up from my dream.. i lost my confident.. i rather be back in my dreamland whereby u will always be there for me..

darling do u tink tt i am a subsitute haix... i cant put all this qns oout of my mind..

if she nv break with you will you come back to me?

you really still love me?

you still like her den y u patch back with me? i am a subsitute of her?

argggggggggggggg haix

darling darling we finally back tgt.. i really wan to cherish this relationship .. i noe u tried veri hard to accept what i have done... and i noe how much i hurt u..

i will never hurt you again.. I PROMISE..

darling i somehow noe that ur feeling faded for me.. i wi try my best to prove to u and make u believe in me again.. i really really love u..

i dunno y i just cant stop thinking those stupid things in my mind, i scare that all this might cox us to break up again.. u noe how scare i am to lose u again ma?..haix

but smsing a ger in front of me haix.. how am i suppose to accept when i am ur gf.. i feel so angry and jealous when i saw tt scene when u smsing a ger where by the ger is not me..haix.. i noe i am selfish even though is just a friend i still dun like it..

everytime i tok to u about this matter u will tend to get angry haix.. y cant i hab the right to jealous and sae out my feeling? all this also is my fault? haix i noe i cannot blame u on this but i just cant take it..haix..

darling y u always be sweet to me during the nite but not in the noon... haix.. can u care for me more ... or just treat me better just like how u treat ur friends? T.T

wo men chong xing kai shi hao ma...


i lost someone tt i really love, i did something that make him cry and hurt..


darling darling .. this iis the only place i can call u darling, i misses u so much..i noe wat done cannot be undone all i can do is to accept the life i have now.. the the way ppl look at me..i am not a good ger..

now u have a new gf , how i hope tt person is me but this is ur decision and i am the one who caused it..i accept it .. i promise i will leave quietly when i wake up from my dream without letting u noe tt i left.. all i left is the wishes for u n her...

no matter wat i will wake up as soon as possible so tt i wun gib u any trouble.. i noe tt the things that i said restrict things that u wanted to do.. after i wake up i will quietly wait for the dae that u will be back by my side..

losing someone is really pain ~ i noe how much it hurts
no matter how much u cry the person wun get to noe cox they heart dies for u

marvin i love u